I am lost beyond words now. He has a new profile that says he is single, looking for a long-term relationship, and that he is GAY, not BI anymore.
All of the emotional scabs I had built were ripped violently off in the moment I saw his new profile. I still have not had any form of closure. No word from him or his family at all. No why. No sorry, I want to move on. Nothing at all. No explantion of if he is single, and GAY, and looking, why he lied to, cheated on, and dumped me.
His interests are ironic, because I met and exceeded what he is looking for... I NEED to know why.
I am going to wait a week to see if I hear from him, or his family, and if I do not, my Myspace page will be a reminder of me. I cannot deal with this pain any longer. I need it to end, either by closure, by apologetic future potential, or death, but I cannot take it anymore.
If you or your mother read this, my life is depending on your contacting me. Not fair? Neither is what you are doing to me. I love(d) you.